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OMG I was surpriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiised today,,, bs a7la surprise beldenyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,, walla le el7een mani msadgaaaa mn elfar7aaaaaa…
I’m posting cuz I wanna share far7eeetee m3aaaakom,, I’m soooooooooooooo HAPPY…

Last night I was having dinner with baba,, and he asked me what time do u come back from work, told him at 1pm. An he said “Eee zain zain”!! Getla what is it!! Galee bokra t3arfeeen!!!

6ab3aan mafee shaghla beldenyaaa ma fakart feeha,, Its that baba mo 3awaydaa yfaaje2nee!! He’s 24 hours busy o ma ashoofa wayed!! So shno elshaghlaa elly mkhabeeeha!!!!!!!!!!! Met o 7ayeet wana afakir,, bs NOTHING on my mind!!!

Today, I was at home around 1:30,, and I totally forgot what baba told me last night!!
6ala3t foog,, Ella ashoof baba!!! (Mo 3awayda yred el bait hal7azza)!!
Salamt 3la baba,, and I turned to go to my room 3ashan abadel,, and here was the SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!

“MY GRANDMA, MAMA NOOR”

Saraaaaaaaaaaa5t sar5aaaaaaaaaaaa mn el sadmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,, ma asaaaadeeeeg Mama Noor here (maskeeena e5tar3aaaat mn sar5eteee :P) ,,, I hugged her like nos sa3aaaaa o ga3da abkiiiiii,, o baba ygooolee bs khalaaas khalha tetnafaaas,,, ma agdar ma agdar,,, I miss her sooooooooo much,, el7ayaaaa bdoonha is sucks walla…..

Ok guys,, akeed you’re asking yourselves,, whats so surprising about that!!!!!
Well,my grandma is Lebanese,, o mn twafa Jaddi (5 years ago) ra7at Lebnan,, ma tabee t3eesh hena mn ba3adah… 6ab3an it was so difficult for me enha troo7, cuz she was the one who took care of me, tnawemni, tghaneeli, tga3dni mn elnoom, tsoolif m3aay,, te7keeli swalifha gabel,,, everythiiiiiiiiiiiiing,,, I love her,, amooot feeeha..

So she’s here now,, btag3ed 3endna two weeks,, waaaaaay le el7een mo msadgaaaa..

I miss you Mama Noor,, I miss your hug, I miss your warm voice, I miss you playing with my hair and telling me stories, I miss lama anadeech o tgooleen “Shoo ya 2albi”,, I miss lama u call me “3asfooretna”,, I miss your TABOOLEE “Best tabooola EVER”, I miss lama tghaneeli wagt elnoom:

عاليادي اليادي اليادي
ياامي لعبيدية
وحياة عهد الهوا
لارجعك لياااا

ياحلوه ياللي القمر بيضل ناطوورك
عشقان ناوي السهرب فيت زهوووورك
والليل ياخد صور والنجمات تزوورك
بكرا بيطل السحر وبترجعي لييااا

And

يالله تنااام يالله تناااام
ولدبحله جوز الحمااام
روح يا حمام لا تصدء
بدحك عا ديما تتنام

ديما ديما الحندأاا
شعرك أسود ومنأاا
واللي حبك بيبوسك
واللي بغضك شو بيترقأااا

I love you,, I love you,, I loooooooooooooooove yoooou mama noor,, alla la ya7remniii minich… Yalla mabee athaye3 wagtee writing,, baroo7 ag3ed m3aha

This project was made by Spikey last month (Its an audio message with bloggers voices) and its one of the most wonderful projects in the blog world,, I really loved it,, but I found out that many of you didn’t know about it!! So for you guys who haven’t heard this wonderful work,, here you go:  

((Below you will find each blogger name with the words by his/her voice))

Enjooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooy

http://www.yazeez.com/audio/blogger_project.mp3
 

We are bloggers, —- Spikey
talking about our lives, — Fonzy
our countries, — Yazeez
our emotions, — Street Performer
our confessions, — Street performer
our sadness, — Blasha
our happiness, — Samboosa
our sexuality, — Exzombie
our religion, — ForzaQ8
our relationships, — Blasha
our past, — Spikey
our future, — Yazeez

To show the people, — Nonaw
who we are, — Nonaw
what we are, — MishMisha
how we think, — Kinan
how we live, —- Kj

To let out, — TAT
the pain, — TAT

To have a voice, — Sweetd
with freedom, — Exzombie

To respect, — Yazeez
And to be respected, — Princess

to love — Deem
and be loved — Deem

To inform, — Don veto
to technology, — Criticizer

We are, — Fayoora
who we are, — Blue dress
Different thoughts, — Leftie
Different cultures, — Ananyah
one aim, — Ali from Deera Chat
To blog — MishMisha

“Between men and women there is no

friendship possible. There is passion, enmity,

 worship, love, but no friendship“

Oscar Wilde

*****Update:  Finally, he called… He’s a guy I used to know in the summer of 2002, 2003!! I’m really impressed of how he remembers every detail!! I almost forgot everything!! La yroo7 balkom b3eed!! There was nothing between us except hi, how r u, shefto elmokaan elflaani,, or el ma63am elflaaani,,, and that’s it!!  We’ve talked shwaya,, like gemna nsooolif o net’thakar things,, then I’ve asked him,, what is it that u still remember me and were trying to find my number?? What’s all this about? And he didn’t give me a direct answer except saying I don’t know, I just felt like I wanna talk to you o bashoof shakhbaarich!!! (Yea Right :P)  Now the most important thing for me,, I asked him HOW THE HELL DID U SEND ME SMS FROM MY NUMBER AND ANOTHER ONE ONLY WITH A NAME “WHITE ROSE”?????? He laughed loudly (The7keta 7elwaaa :P) and told me it’s a messaging website called clickatell where u can subscribe and do all those stuff!  

Walla that’s scary!!!!! Who the hell would that be!!! And How come he can use my number????????? How come no number is shown?????????? Does anybody have an idea?????????

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I was checking my phone today morning when I woke up and I found 2 missed calls from a Private Number!! And I really hate it when the number is not shown,,, I just keep thinking who was it…. It rings again,,, the private number,, 6ala3t elsa3aaa its 8:45 am!! Who would call me now!!!  

Aloo   PN: Sabaa7 Elwaaard.. Haaaaa (Alaaaaah awal marra a7ad ygooli sabaa7 el ward) Saba7 elnoor, whos this??

PN: You are Deem aren’t u??  

Well, yes I am Deem, but my question was who u r not who am I!!!!!  PN: Deem, I’m not sure u do know me,, it’s a long story… But I promise I’ll tell u soon… Now tell me before anything how are u doing?? :$ I’m fine,, but I must know who am I talking to!!! 

PN: Just feel free dear,, don’t worry,, I’m the only one whom u should not be worry from,, please let just talk and give me sometimes to tell u.. 

 Talk about what!!! How would I talk to a guy I don’t know!!!!  PN: Come on stop this and tell me,, how is life?? Did u graduate or not yet? I will this semester enshalla… 

PN: Mashallaaa khlaas hanta… and how is family??   

They’re fine,, what,, u know my family???  PN: I know everything about you…. Aaaah,, can’t believe this,, I mean I took me years to find yr number!!! What!! Who are you,, since u know all about me I must know u!!! 

PN: I still remember u,, your eyes,, your smile,,,, and.. and white roses!! Oh do u still love white roses!!! 

Excuse me!! I’m asking u,, tell me who u r or let just end this call cuz I’m not in a mood for games!!!  PN: Ok dear,, lets end the call now since ur not in the mood,,, and its not a game sweetie,, I might call u again and give u all details u wanna know… I would do anything to watch u smiling little deem.. Ok then,,,,,,, wait a minute,, why its giving me private number when u call????

PN: Maybe cuz I’m calling from outside… 

Ok,,, bbye Mr. Private Number  PN: Bye Princess… 

Ok now,, I hanged up wana mayta abeee a3arf who was that,,,, do u think it’s a game from one of my friends??? Might be….. 

*****Oh yea,,,, I’ve got my hair colored and don’t ask shno ellon (Zaity) loool adri seems crazy but doesn’t look bad does it???? 

I went shopping yesterday with my friend, I needed a new Jeans and I was shocked that my size has totally changed!! I used to wear size 10 UK, and now its 6
UK!!!!!! When I was trying them, my friend told me I’m becoming too thin lately (3asageel 3la goolat’ha)!! I didn’t notice that…  When we got back home, I went immediately to check my weight, and yes I’ve lost 5kg,, became 48kg!!!! How did it happen!!! I have no clue!! But the pass 3 weeks I wasn’t eating well!! Actually I forget to eat,,, its stupid,, don’t know why this is happening to me…  

When I go to the super market, I get lot of chocolates, cookies, candies and all high calories stuff,, but then once I start eating tensad nafsi!! My friend told me it might be a beginning of Anorexia!!! I’m afraid this could be true!!  Now I think I look fine with the 48kg,, but I don’t wanna lose more weight… What can u do to stop losing weight? And getting back the desire for food?? Pleases don’t tell me pills!!!!  I hate them…

“Updates” 

He finally talked to his mother, she tried to defense and gave some reasons, but u know in such a case no matter what the reason was, doesn’t give her any excuse to do it. But then, she’s his mother, and she pretend to feel sorry. For my friend it is not the end, but only because he’s father coming on Friday and he doesn’t want to show it, at least not now. 

God bless u my dear friend… 

I’m really shocked today,, what happened to my friend is something cant be beleived!! I really want to cheer him up but I cant really blame him to be that depressed,, I really dont know how to help him get over this!!!

I have a friend, he’s 25, we’re friends since i was 14, he’s so sweet, very classy in the way he deals with others, responsible since he was a kid, he never gets mad like once we have a fight he calls me the same day as if nothing happen… he’s the only guy i’ve ever met who understand what a friendship means…

Last 10 days we were talking, i felt something wrong from his tone, but he kept pretending that there’s nothing.. his voice was so depressed.. he called me last night at 2 am!! I was sleeping, but when he asked i said no im still awake… i felt like he wanna talk…. i told him u never hided anything!! what have changed now,, what is that u cant say to me??? is it work? is it family? is it love? is it friend? whatever it was,, nothing deserve to take the happiness from u….

Not this time Deem…

Come ooooooon please, i beg u for the 100 time talk… please

Its my mom…

What about her? is she okay??

No answer!!!

Whats wrong?? is she okay????

U know im not used to get back home before 1 or 2 am…

Yea

And u know my father is in Germany for the pass two weeks…

Aha

That day,, I went back home 10:30,, I was feeling dizzy and i just wanted to lay down and relax at home… wish i didnt get back..

Why what happened???

The home was lighten and nobody was there, i went to check my little sis room and she was sleeping,, i called mom but no answer,, so I went to her room and………..

And what???????

I found her with a guy in her bed…

WHAT????????

Yes,, in a sexual position,,, my mom deem…

I was so shocked,, didn’t even know what to tell him,,, he was quiet and i was too….

He told me that he took all his stuff and went to apartment,, and that she kept calling him but he’s not answering…. He’s so depressed,, he doesn’t know what to do when his father get back…

 I’ve called him today,, and he said that i felt better, at least someone is sharing this with me…. but no, his voice was still the same… and he doesn’t wanna talk about it…..

I really dont know how he will get over this

As in my previous post,, many ppl were wondering about number 9 ”Whats wrong with Deem with those Ger3aan men, why she likes them?? shno shayfa feehom :P” !!!!

Well, here is why Deem loooooooooooooooves elger3aaaaan

ENJOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY!!! Aaaaahhh

As I was tagged by Ghasheema  http://www.ghasheema81.blogspot.com/  to write 10 weired oddities about myself,,,,,,,  Here you go

1- I get blushed (and I mean too blushed) whenever I hear a complement or a complain, and what I hate is that I can’t hide it as it’s so obvious to others that they think I’m too shy while I’m not!!! 

2- I’m too stubborn that I must get what I want and never give-up, even if I found out it has no benefit 4 me!!! 

3- I’m not an attentive person with those who I don’t like, never force myself to do things I don’t want to do… 

4- I hate advices, and those who always advice, and for me everyone should advice him/herself before others, and only when they become perfect (which is impossible) go and advice others!! 

5- I’m too open-minded and too flexible, there are no rules in my life (I hate rules)!!! 

 6- I hate TVs and still can’t understand why people are addict to TV!!! I prefer reading than watching a TV!!!!! 

7- I can’t sleep without my teddy bear, might be too childish, but I just can’t!!!  

8- I believe in love!! (U might ask why I mentioned this) for me believing in love is an ODDITY!! 

9- I love Baldhead men (El ger3aaan bs mo el 9el3aaan :P)!!!!! 

10- I never say no to myself!!!

Thanx Ghasheema :*:*:* Love you :),,,, I guess most of bloggers has been already tagged by others :$

For all those who asked about me the pass days:

I would thank you all from the bottom of my heart,,,,,,,

 but for you guys,,, my heart has no bottom

Love You…